I think the hardest part of doing a Stem Cell treatment in India is having the people you know personally understand what it takes to do the treatment and the sacrifice that is required. Often I wonder at what sacrifice does one make to bring about change?? I guess you have to put your head down and charge forward and do what ever it takes no matter what anyone says! That is easier to say than to do... cause life isnt that simple. But, i reckon that is what it takes to get something done that is a world medical first and cutting edge....
I guess this is what it is like for researchers who are trying to create new innovative things, just like Geeta. She has put in such an effort in keeping her research project going and ignored all those who have doubted her. She is such a strong person and for that reason I admire her and she is motivation to keep going with this enormous undertaking. I am also motivated for many other reasons. These include (the obvious) being disabled and having to live a very difficult life and being in a world that is not accessible and possibly making your life span shorter due to all problems that will transpire over your life in the future.
When I was at my last procedure and laying on the bed for hours with feet up and head down, I had plenty of time to think and ask questions (a true test of one's will). One of the questions I asked Ashish was, so when does one stop coming to have the Hesc treatment? Answer: When ever you no longer see any further improvements or when you are satisfied with the improvements that you have received and no longer wish to come back. In saying that, Ashish stated that after this treatment (3rd one) he tells his patient's that they are not to come back for a minimum of one year if future treatments are required.
It has been two days since I returned from Gautam Nagar and the Epidural Catheter came out. Since then I have had huge spasms and in need of serious stretching. At first it was difficult to walk cause of the spasms but after a few goes things started to relax.
After the procedure there have been a few changes which are subtle but noticeable. I am feeling stronger contractions in the core area and even with rest and feeling tired from all the stem cells injected I felt stronger in the core. I also feel heavier in the legs and once the spasms dissapate I felt a little bit stronger in parts of my lower limbs. We are now beginning to try hip hitching in the avro. I am standing on a low box and trying to step up on one leg and then lowering and raising the other (straight legged) from the hip. Dipin is pushing with his hands to help lock my knees while I am doing this... The hardest part is trying to step up onto the box and I need help to hold the knee from buckling and to be able to raise the knee up onto the box.
Today (Friday) we are trying the ball balancing again and I stand up in the parallel bars and sit down onto the ball. The balancing takes a few minutes to work well and it is better again today and keeps improving gradually each day. I am also doing the box step up and down and hip hitching. The biggest difference with today in these movements is..... I am not wearing any AFO's!! Yes, I stood up today in the parallel bars without any AFO's, only with Dipin helping locking my knees. So I did the hip hitching and step ups without AFO. It was very difficult trying to step up and down and I needed heaps of help. But it is a start. I can stand without AFO's and no one holding one knee but I can not move like that.... for the time being.
Well before everyone falls asleep I will end here.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
Continuing On
Since I last wrote I have had 2 more procedures.... I had the dreaded "lumbar puncture" and another DSM injection. I say the lumbar puncture in quotations because it isnt actually in my lumbar region but it is still a widthdrawal of CFS fluid and then injecting of Stem cells. Again I am warned about staying still and the possibility of headaches, vomiting, and nausea. I guess I am very lucky on having a great system that recovers well, since I did not have any of those symptoms! yahooooo! The hardest parts for me are sitting still for hours with my head down and feet up with the blood running to my head. I noticed that my butt is sweating and feels uncomfortable being in one position for long periods. Its some kind of internal feeling???...
After surviving a night in the other place and being uncomfortable and not sleeping much, i am taken back to Green park midmorning to rest in my room. No physio today, they dont want to you to exert yourself after such a dramatic change to your system. The next day its just a light physio session as a preventative. Although, I am itching to get up back on my feet and go, as I feel pretty good.
I have noticed at the next physio day, (even though i am still very tired) that my legs feel heavier, and I have lower abs contracting like crazy and seemingly my core feels stronger and I can sit up easier? Today I have heaps of spasms in my abdominals! After the procedures I tend to become much more spastic and then after a few days things settle down.
A few days later Geeta came to see me in Physio and she is checking out my ability to move on the bed with exercises. Generally my physio states that I have improved in balance and core strength since I have arrived in Green park this trip. Geeta also watches me in walking and within a few minutes she is having me in the parallel bars and demonstrating how she would like to see me walk (like a normal person). Geeta demonstrates the proper gait technique and I try it! I get the concept but to try and do the motion is near impossible... however my left leg is seemingly better at it. I try it a few times and I manage to get a few steps in correct and then i sit down. This is the final stage in gait technique, whereby, if you can do this, then you are making the same movements as a "normal" person. This means I wont have to change my gait anymore after mastering this stage!!! Can you imagine....
One of the main things that any wheelie has to battle is..... stairs. So the next thing I am going to try is getting up on a step and to hitch my legs up. Next!...
At the end of this week I now have to have a DSM procedure..... another and another, luckily it is only in the same hospital and I only have to lay down for an hour. It means missing another physio time :( Luckily I am able to go on my own and walk in my room and in the bars at some stage during the weekend. This way I am able to keep getting on my feet and practice.
I have now been here for 2 1/2 weeks and with all the procedures and being constantly on antibiotics, my bladder function has gotten worse instead of better. They are trying to prevent infections but at the same time the medications mess up your system in many other ways. Well, I am sure things will straighten out once I leave an go back to some state of normal living.
This week we continue with the swiss ball balancing and core strengthening, along with walking, balancing on knees, and today, hip hitching so that we can advance to stepping up.....
I am due to go for an epidural catheter procedure today, which means going to Gautam Nagar for a few days and being poked and prodded again. Fun with drips, here we come!! Hopefully I wont go crazy while I am there. Time for a massive flooding of stem cells!
After surviving a night in the other place and being uncomfortable and not sleeping much, i am taken back to Green park midmorning to rest in my room. No physio today, they dont want to you to exert yourself after such a dramatic change to your system. The next day its just a light physio session as a preventative. Although, I am itching to get up back on my feet and go, as I feel pretty good.
I have noticed at the next physio day, (even though i am still very tired) that my legs feel heavier, and I have lower abs contracting like crazy and seemingly my core feels stronger and I can sit up easier? Today I have heaps of spasms in my abdominals! After the procedures I tend to become much more spastic and then after a few days things settle down.
A few days later Geeta came to see me in Physio and she is checking out my ability to move on the bed with exercises. Generally my physio states that I have improved in balance and core strength since I have arrived in Green park this trip. Geeta also watches me in walking and within a few minutes she is having me in the parallel bars and demonstrating how she would like to see me walk (like a normal person). Geeta demonstrates the proper gait technique and I try it! I get the concept but to try and do the motion is near impossible... however my left leg is seemingly better at it. I try it a few times and I manage to get a few steps in correct and then i sit down. This is the final stage in gait technique, whereby, if you can do this, then you are making the same movements as a "normal" person. This means I wont have to change my gait anymore after mastering this stage!!! Can you imagine....
One of the main things that any wheelie has to battle is..... stairs. So the next thing I am going to try is getting up on a step and to hitch my legs up. Next!...
At the end of this week I now have to have a DSM procedure..... another and another, luckily it is only in the same hospital and I only have to lay down for an hour. It means missing another physio time :( Luckily I am able to go on my own and walk in my room and in the bars at some stage during the weekend. This way I am able to keep getting on my feet and practice.
I have now been here for 2 1/2 weeks and with all the procedures and being constantly on antibiotics, my bladder function has gotten worse instead of better. They are trying to prevent infections but at the same time the medications mess up your system in many other ways. Well, I am sure things will straighten out once I leave an go back to some state of normal living.
This week we continue with the swiss ball balancing and core strengthening, along with walking, balancing on knees, and today, hip hitching so that we can advance to stepping up.....
I am due to go for an epidural catheter procedure today, which means going to Gautam Nagar for a few days and being poked and prodded again. Fun with drips, here we come!! Hopefully I wont go crazy while I am there. Time for a massive flooding of stem cells!
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